time..never enough. frustrated at work. loving it, but i like to do a great job, not a half-ass one!
want to be playing music more.
today anyway.
feeling good now that hormones have leveled out.
saw ex bf yesterday. i am a glutton for punishment, but wanted to see if i could see him and not get upset.
amazing how INTIMATE you can be with someone and suddenly its just gone.
and how you put expetations on folks.
i feel that expectations make you miserable. really.
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and i will say..my feelings are not gone. but easier to manage. i wonder if he ever loved me at all. i just want someone strong enough who can use emotion and talking to find a better way to be closer and relate to one another. when you are clear, it eliminates things to be upset about.
ReplyDeletelove should always prevail!